[Basil can only imagine how Max must feel right now. Back when she was so hurt and needed to feed, she was forced to wait alone while Basil went out and hunted for her, on her behalf. He had to go out there and kill someone for her, regardless of whether or not he would have had to do it anyway, or if he'd already done it before. It meant that, for all of Basil's hunts thereafter, Max had helped him. She'd been there to support him.
How could he turn her away now, after all of that?
He shakes his head a little, not quite cutting her off but instead reaffirming what he's already implied.]
There's no way I'd make you go by yourself.
[This isn't even a question. Of course, he doesn't yet realize just how he's going to feel once they actually get out there and find themselves a target. This is going to be uncharted territory for Basil. He has never once felt hunger without the urge and drive to kill accompanying it. It's really...one of the main reasons he's been able to go through with any of it at all.]
A-and...don't try to hold on. Not when you start feeling like this. ...please, trust me.
[He will never forget the way he felt, when he attacked Bakugo. When the Harpy had to force some of his own flesh on Basil just to get him to stop rampaging.
That's a feeling Basil wouldn't wish on his worst enemy. Certainly not Max.]
cw: cannibalism mention/past self harm
Date: 2023-07-21 06:10 am (UTC)How could he turn her away now, after all of that?
He shakes his head a little, not quite cutting her off but instead reaffirming what he's already implied.]
There's no way I'd make you go by yourself.
[This isn't even a question. Of course, he doesn't yet realize just how he's going to feel once they actually get out there and find themselves a target. This is going to be uncharted territory for Basil. He has never once felt hunger without the urge and drive to kill accompanying it. It's really...one of the main reasons he's been able to go through with any of it at all.]
A-and...don't try to hold on. Not when you start feeling like this. ...please, trust me.
[He will never forget the way he felt, when he attacked Bakugo. When the Harpy had to force some of his own flesh on Basil just to get him to stop rampaging.
That's a feeling Basil wouldn't wish on his worst enemy. Certainly not Max.]