[ But she didn't want to ask. She didn't want to, she didn't want to admit she needed help, but the damn Faerie has ruined her. It's destroyed her ability to evade concern, to keep from spilling everything out of her.
It's even more at the forefront, being around Basil, because she's actively keeping something secret.
Right now, however, she's too focused on how much she wants to tear something apart with her claws. How much she wants to tear into something. How much...she wants to... She doesn't know, like...drain...someone... She's read over and over about energy feeders, which Fae are, but she can't conceptualize it. At least fucking cannibalism is easy to comprehend, there's a thousand horror stories, she's seen The Hills Have Eyes at a horrendously young age, she understands the very simple mouth eat flesh.
Her claws, right now, quivering, hold Basil's, and she doesn't want to let go. But she also doesn't want to hurt him. She-
She ends up going in circles, just nodding along with him and not fighting on it. ]
cw: cannibalism in multiple forms (we'll come back to this cw later)
It's even more at the forefront, being around Basil, because she's actively keeping something secret.
Right now, however, she's too focused on how much she wants to tear something apart with her claws. How much she wants to tear into something. How much...she wants to... She doesn't know, like...drain...someone... She's read over and over about energy feeders, which Fae are, but she can't conceptualize it. At least fucking cannibalism is easy to comprehend, there's a thousand horror stories, she's seen The Hills Have Eyes at a horrendously young age, she understands the very simple mouth eat flesh.
Her claws, right now, quivering, hold Basil's, and she doesn't want to let go. But she also doesn't want to hurt him. She-
She ends up going in circles, just nodding along with him and not fighting on it. ]
How- how soon, can you...?